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Post by ramprozz on Feb 25, 2020 5:06:43 GMT -3
   Duração: 28:51 / Gêneros: Pop, Soultronic, Orchestra, New-Wave, Synthpop
Produção: Apollyon, Yves // Composição: Apollyon
APHANTASIA: SEED é um pedaço do projeto Aphantasia, álbum de Apollyon que será lançado ainda em 2020. O álbum possui oito faixas, e elas retratam a vida de Brendon nos últimos dois meses, onde ele esteve de férias. Os temas do álbum são todos abordados com muito sentimento, podendo-se ouvir a dor na voz de Apollyon, variando entre amizades abusivas, laços de sangue insignificantes e amor, o disco tem menos de meia hora de duração. A capa é tirada do Photoshoot completo do Aphantasia, shoot que Apollyon fez nú em uma floresta de sua cidade natal, mas a capa do APHANTASIA: SEED mostra Apollyon deitado no chão com uma muda de uma suculenta plantada em sua boca, e seu rosto vermelho pela falta de ar. Este quase oficialmente o primeiro álbum de Apollyon, pois é um pedaço de uma obra, porém comercialmente, é um álbum.
TACKLIST1. surface 2. marry me with a grass ring 3. BRB BRO 4. ice cream alert 5. end it with me 6. animal 7. pete ye 8. home?
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Post by ramprozz on Feb 25, 2020 5:09:19 GMT -3
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Post by ramprozz on Feb 25, 2020 5:13:54 GMT -3
1. Surface // 03:37
Surface é a faixa de abertura do álbum. Ela já foi lançada oficialmente como single anteriormente, e o artigo está aqui. Surface abre o álbum com sua maior proposta: mudanças negativas causadas por estar em busca de um comodismo que "já existia", porém por diversos motivos não foi observado com os olhos corretos. (Paramore - 26){Surface Lyrics}
Oh it looks like
aphantasia won't let me sleep tonight
And I'm not even trying hard,
just staring blankly at the dark sky
I've been hiding in every corner of my mind
I've been drowning myself for a while
I now I shouldn't live regretting every step I take
But man, how did I let it this way?
Been carving so long for great memories
that I drift apart from the present
I guess I had to feel alone to notice I was happy
but now I can't go back to the surface
Truth is that I
can't even tell how much I need help
I just won't allow myself
to ask, neither to accept
So hold my heart if you dare to
So heavy I can't stand up on my own
Don't worry, I swear I'm okay this time
I have to drown to try to feel alive
Been carving so long for great memories
that I drift apart from the present
I guess I had to feel alone to notice I was happy
but now I can't go back to the surface
Now I let I break my heart
Survive isn't anymore the hardest part
Cuz in the end, I did this to myself
so I deserve to drown
at my last glance on the surface
Been carving so long for great memories
that I drift apart from the present
Been carving so long for great memories
that I headfirst into shallow attempts
I guess I had to feel alone to notice I was happy
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Post by ramprozz on Feb 25, 2020 5:19:35 GMT -3
2. marry me with a grass ring // 02:34Marry me with a grass ring apresenta uma amizade de longa data, que foi rolando e sendo empurrada pelo tempo, e acabou desnutrida por falta de interesse, porém ainda sim existe um resquício em ambos os lados para não ''estragar'' o que uma vez foi belo. O título da música se dá a uma promessa que Apollyon havia feito para sua melhor amiga na infância, de se casarem (como amigos), e MUITO tempo depois isso aconteceu, os anéis eram folhas de grama, e ambos estavam bêbados em uma festa. (Halsey - More)(Vou ter que colocar os vídeos originais pq to postando pelo 3G) {>> marry me with a grass ring <<}
I heard once that when you find a special soul
It talks to you, make you don't feel alone
And if defines a friendship
So I put, utmost effort
to keep it higher and never low
So follow me, to somewhere we know
Three years on the door, and I am knocking some more
Promises we did in the start
We planed everything, and started to wring
everything would be fine
But we cha~nge
And our hopes started to to not be enough
And we cha~nge
And I'm not sure if I still know who you are
Universities, 4 states apart
So let it go, and restart
We're still best buds, maybe not best
But still enough for keep on the quest
And would you know
I keep what you say
I didn't leave, nor walk away
I was always there to take the shot
When you said you could not
Our memories won't cross my mind so often
Cause friends can't keep on alone
And I'll still be aware
Of the Ice Cream Alert, to held you and run to your phone
But we cha~nge
And we started to to not be enough
And we cha~nge
And I'm not sure if I still know who you are
Nothing's scary
But we're finally married
In 2020, 23rd, February
It was the carnival
Our friendship was already a ghost
But I kneel, and pick a leaf o grass
And I cha~ged
I guess that's how it ends
And you cha~nge
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Post by ramprozz on Feb 25, 2020 5:24:24 GMT -3
3. BRB BRO // 04:04
BRB BRO é a faixa com sonoridade mais melancólica e orquestral do álbum. Apollyon canta quase murmurando nos versos sobre a relação com seu irmão. Ele e Andrew são filhos de pais divorciados, mas a relação dos irmãos era ótima, até a separação. A letra fala como ambos foram se distanciando, e mesmo sendo uma relação de irmãos, ela tem ficado cada vez mais tóxica e inviável. BRB BRO (Be Right Back Bro [Já volto, irmão]) foi a última coisa que seu irmão disse, quando deixou Apollyon morando com sua mãe, e Andrew foi viver com o pai. (Billie Eilish - No Time To Die){>> BRB BRO <<}
I should have known
That I'm alone
You'll never know
Whats the bond I had with blood
And how that kept with you
Even when you were there
I always saw despair
Too much to bear?
You were my life
But life is far away from being fair
Mama always said I was stupid enough
To let you fold me and burn me
But was it too obvious
That you wouldn't change for me?
I won't even say goodbye
Even when I go, no hug, just wave and 'bye'
Fool me once, fool me twice
How I wish I could cut you and I'll be fine
I know you were never by my side
"Be right back, brother"
I let it burn
And you watched, not moving a single nerve
The heigh from 2012 won't return
Cause now I learned that you were leaving me, but all this time you were alone
I won't even say goodbye
You were never on my side
Fool me once, fool me twice
How I wish I could cut you and I'll be fine
But I promise I'll be by your side
So I'll say BRB BRO
Even if it kills me so
Oh
I'd still love you so~
Uh
Fool me once, fool me twice
How I wish you were once by my side
And I'll be here to listen you cry
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Post by ramprozz on Feb 25, 2020 5:29:40 GMT -3
4. ice cream alert // 03:58
ice cream alert é o primeiro "turn of events" do álbum. A letra e o instrumental trazem ódio e mágoa. Fazendo menção a personagem de marry me with a grass ring, ice cream alert descreve uma amizade unilateral, onde Apollyon estava sempre alí para sua amiga, porém nunca tinha espaço dentro da amizade para conseguir leva-la adiante e se sentir igualmente bem. A letra destrincha mágoas de como mesmo estando lá o tempo todo, precisou ouvir que não estava sendo "amigo o suficiente" para entender a situação. O alerta "SORVETE" era um código que era cominado entre essa amizade para pedir ajuda sem precisar fazer alarde. (Lola Blanc - Angry Too [Slowed]){>> ice cream alert <<}
Round around, you are the universe
Even the time loops out for you
Is this what you call friendship
I don't feel the same coming from you
I don't wanna sound rude
Just listen to me
No point in saying
"I don't wanna ruin it for you"
If you still screaming at me
Go ahead and admit it
I'm only here for you to leave me
Cause again and again
Vacations revolves around you
And the way you cry the to the skies
That that boy has screwed up with you
And once again you leave crying
While I was just trying
But shut up and list
Cause it gets my blood boiling
And I feel so depreciated
And I wanna destroy it
So I won't deal with again
Cause you make me see red
How dare you calling me friend
The way your triggrers hit mines
Makes me the most rightfull so ring
Ice Cream Alert
I am saying this from the bottom of my heart
And if you really know me
You can tell that it is torn apart
But I don't feel that's big deal for you
I don't wanna sound rude
Just listen to me
No point in saying
"I don't wanna ruin it for you"
If you still screaming at me
Go ahead and admit it
I'm only here for you to leave me
Cause it gets my blood boiling
And I feel so depreciated
And I wanna destroy it
So I won't deal with again
Cause you make me see red
How dare you calling me friend
The way your triggrers hit mines
Put yourself in my shoes
And you'll be angry too
But who is gonna be
There for you
If there's no me by your side
Round and round in your universe
Guess you will get cut out of my plans this time~
Cause it gets my blood boiling
And I feel so depreciated
And I wanna destroy it
So I won't deal with again
Cause you make me see red
How dare you calling me friend
The way your triggrers hit mines
Makes me the most rightfull so ring
Ice Cream Alert
Put yourself in my shoes
And you'll be angry
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Post by ramprozz on Feb 25, 2020 5:36:04 GMT -3
5. end it with me // 04:30
Como a faixa mais longa do álbum, end it with me continua pesando a sonoridade. A faixa é trabalhada num synthpop sombrio com sons de Apollyon ofegando durante o instrumental. A letra fala sobre a aceitação de sua mãe. Desde cedo Brendon já sábia que sua atração fluía para todos os lados, mas quando jovem não sabia como falar isso. Na música, ele conta como sua mãe "aceitou" sua saída do armário como bissexual, sob várias condições e repreendimentos, e como ela quase forçou ele a contar para seu pai. Mais tarde vendo que na verdade se ele estava sendo tão repreendido, não tinha sido aceito, mas sim, aturado. End It With Me seria como "vamos terminar isso aqui", onde ele afirma não ter mais confiança nem se sentir mais confortável para conversar sobre isso com sua mãe, cortando mais um laço. (Hayley Williams - Simmer)
{>> end it with me <<}
End it right now with me
You don't want this to break down
So kill it yourself
Uh, End
I can't trust you now
And bloodline won't save us now
And when you least expect it
Listen
End it
There's no point in feed a dying
Rose, so
Let's just stop draning ourselves oh
How to keep you mine, when you hate me for me?
So end it, end me, end it with me now
Trust: broke
Since I got you inside my room looking
For secrets
That I didn't wanted to tell you yet
How to keep you mine, when you hate me for me?
So end it, end me, end it with me now
If I am
This close-head you say so
How am I growing
from a dry seed
Hm, If I am
So hard on you, my love
Why am I the one alone?
So right now: gut me
Cause nothing cuts like a mother
Right?
End it
There's no point in feed a dying
Rose, so
Let's just stop draning ourselves oh
How to keep you mine, when you hate me for me?
So end it, end me, end it with me now
Trust: broke
Since I got you inside my room looking
For secrets
That I didn't wanted you to know
How to keep you mine, when you hate me for me?
(end it, end it, end it, end it, end me)
End it, end it, end it with me now
(end it, end it, end it, end it, end me)
I will never leave you
As you'll never leave my heart
As charcoal burn my eyes
And I ignite for the last time
Listen
End it
There's no point in feed a dying
Rose, so
Let's just stop draning ourselves oh
How to keep you mine, when you hate me for me?
So end it, end me, end it with me now
Trust: broke
Since I got you inside my room looking
For secrets
That I didn't wanted you to know
How to keep you mine, when you don't love me for me?
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Post by ramprozz on Feb 25, 2020 5:40:54 GMT -3
6. animal // 04:07
A faixa animal começa a trazer um alívio pop na sonoridade novamente. A letra mais simples e bem emotiva fala sobre crer fortemente em expectativas que parecem reais, e se decepcionar com a realidade. Ele entende através da música o erro que é a criação de expectativas, mas questiona situações da vida por sentir que estava se esforçando tanto e nunca saía do mesmo lugar. A faixa se chama animal pois ele costumava a associar animais e cores a suas expectativas, para não abordar o tema diretamente. Em um ponto da letra ele quase suplica para pessoa dizer de volta que gosta dele, assimilando o sentimento de solidão contínuo do disco. (Cavetown - Sweet Tooth){>> animal <<}
Count from 1 up to 12
And even further after I fell
What have I done to all these people
Fit a meaning in their heads... actually sounds pretty lethal
I drew them all, I paint them all
Even though I still hit the ground
They say "good things happen to good people"
So I must the the annoyest motherfucker in the earth
And I know you may find it hard to understand
At least Aphatasia let me name them all
It's you, I knew! This time, I'm awake
Pick one, or them all; I'm yours to take
The sour taste, of trying again
Supress the pain
I like you... say it back
say it back
Never been this lost
Never had feel this feelings too
Like a brand new universe: rendezvous
But what's the point if I won't get to you?
Oh there's so many
I'm sure one at least will want me too
I know that's not a rule
but please collaborate
It's you, I knew! This time, I'm awake
Pick one, or them all; I'm yours to take
The sour taste, of trying again
Supress the pain
I like you... say it back
say it back
It's you, I think. I'm barely awake
Too tired to stand, but too hurt to let go
The animals, the colors, will still haunt me after I fall
Repair the stitches in my heart
It's you, I knew! Who am I kidding
I'll see you when this song is done and written
In every corner of my room
Not once I knew
I like you
won't you say it back?
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Post by ramprozz on Feb 25, 2020 5:45:55 GMT -3
7. pete ye // 02:24
Com pete ye a sonoridade pop realmente retorna ao disco. a faixa começa com um diálogo entre Apollyon e um garoto, que aparentemente termina em um beijo. Na letra, Apollyon conta quando ainda estava descobrindo sua sexualidade, e recém tinha tido seu primeiro beijo. Ele já havia aprendido sobre diferenciar amor de paixão, porém ele mostra como queria que algo tão bom durasse por mais tempo consigo. Ainda com tristeza ele analisa seu papel como tapa-buraco de com o garoto, que mesmo com o calor do momento tinha vozes na sua cabeça que falavam muito alto. Finaliza sabendo que era algo que duraria apenas o tempo das férias, e sabia que teria que lidar com isso. (Halsey - Killing Boys){>> pete ye <<}
- okay.... JARÉ
- * intense laugh * Dude, today the jeripoca will pew pew
- the what?
- * laugh *
- hold my beannie, check this out
- * open mouth sound *
Hit me harder than you hit your walls
So you can break my fear to feel all
No more, no more
(Anymore)
So I'll see the band-aid wrapped in every nose
Till I find the one with a thunder, so close
Oh no, I won't
(Anymore)
Oh you're a really good kisser
But I know as soon as I simmer
You lean back and gonna miss her
And there's nothing I can do
And I know we meet last week
I miss the pressure of those lips
Taking mine's virginity so quick
And there's nothing I would do
There's still time to go
They say I should just tough up and go
But man, how I hate this pressure for me to hold
Oh no, I won't
(Anymore)
Learned to don't get high hopes so fast
But then I miss
Cause a kiss is the first thing you do when we see
Oh no, oh no
(Anymore)
Oh you're a really good kisser
But I know I won't get you simmering for me too
And there's nothing I can do
And I know I only got a week left
I wouldn't take Ice Cream if we could go around instead
But is there anything that I can do?
Is there's still time to go?
(Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh)
Well I won't see you anymore
(Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh)
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Post by ramprozz on Feb 25, 2020 5:49:17 GMT -3
8. home? // 03:34
home? é a faixa mais pop, e que finaliza o álbum. É a letra mais honesta e mais triste, amarrando com o sentimento de desgraça de Surface, o arrependimento da mudança, e de estar completamente perdido agora. Ele não reconhece seus sentimentos. Conta como mesmo tendo recepção de todos por perto, a dor do espinho que germinou adubado com tudo que aconteceu não vai deixá-lo em paz. (Allie X - Sarah Come Home){>> home? <<}
It's been a good time
More than I expected to like
But now it's over
So I should be too
Follow me to the south
Where I'll gut my heart out
Only in the name of stand tall
or find comfort at all
I won't have anything left
Or anyone left
If I could restart now
I would drown (ah-ah)
The doors are open for me to go back home
(So I'll hold my breath, untill you hold me again)
But the feel I get is peeling my skin off with sharp stones
(I'll just hold my breath, untill there's nothing left)
I'm coming back home
Coming home?
Back home?
Home?
I know I was sure
I gave in to the pressure
And I am so sorry
But my laments won't change it, won't change it
Follow me to the south
Where I'll gut my heart out
Or maybe just design out
To say "I'm fine now"
I won't have anything left
Or anyone left
If I could restart now
I would drown (ah-ah)
The doors are open for me to go back home
(So I'll hold my breath, untill you hold me again)
But the feel I get is swallowing a tree and breaking my neck
(I'll just hold my breath, untill there's nothing left)
I'm coming back home
Coming home?
Back home?
Home?
The doors are open but I don't wanna go in
(I'll just hold my breath, hope you'll hold me again)
My heart is so heavy, I don't want to root down again
So I'll hold my breath, till there's nothing left
Ah
The doors are open for me to go back home
(So I'll hold my breath, untill you hold me again)
But the feel I get is swallowing a tree and breaking my neck
(I'll just hold my breath, untill there's nothing left)
Coming home?
Am I at home?
Am I at home?
Home?
Home?
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