1. Martyr

Duração: 3:40.

Gênero: Folk-Rock, Synth-Rock.

Produzida por Duff McKagan, Reiko Ashikawa.

Composta por Reiko Ashikawa


[VERSE 1]

And all my feelings

are tied to their golden chains

And all the weight of my heart

are trying to resist this fierce arrest



[VERSE 2]

And it's all these scars,

killing me while I'm lying on the floor

I have to bleed on the cross

waiting for the light to come

I have to bleed on the cross

waiting for the light to come



[CHORUS P1]

Who is the traitor now?

the ground is starting to shake

Can't you see heretic?

our doomsday is coming



[CHORUS P2]

Who is the traitor now?

can you see all the dirt now?

I'm a martyr

waiting for the light to come out



[VERSE 2]

Oh my dear sir,

please save me from this evil world

I'm tired of forgiving and loving,

I'm hurting myself all the way

hurting me all the way

hurting me all the way



[VERSE 3]

I'm giving in to die,

you can't make me fall anymore

i'm over the dark since i loved it

Lord don't let me burn



[VERSE 4]

I'm giving in to die,

you can't make me fall anymore

the light hasn't illuminated me since i met you

Lord don't let me burn



[VERSE 5]

And it's all my tears,

to make this whole place flood

And it's all these stones,

that blinds me at all costs



[CHORUS P1]

I have to bleed on the cross

waiting for the light to come

I have to bleed on the cross

waiting for the light to come ~

Woo ~



[FINAL REPETITION]

I'm giving in to die,

you can't make me fall anymore

i'm over the dark since i loved it

Lord don't let me burn



I'm giving in to die,

you can't make me fall anymore

the light hasn't illuminated me since i met you

Lord don't let me burn



I'm giving in to die,

you can't make me fall anymore

the light hasn't illuminated me since i met you

Lord don't let me burn



[OUTRO]

Credo in Deum,

Patrem omnipoténtem

Dom nosum

natus ex Maria Virgino

passus sub Pontio Pilate

crucifix, et sepúltus oh

term die resurréxit a mortuis

decéndit ad inferios

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2. cursed child

Duração: 3:00.

Gênero: Synth Pop, Soft Pop.

Produzida por Ryan Lawrence, Reiko Ashikawa.

Composta por Reiko Ashikawa




[VERSE 1]

I've been living a messy life

with a trigger over my head all the time

All these pills are making me sleep

with dreams that make me wanna wake up



[VERSE 2]

All the art is destroyed

The whole rainbow turned black and white

And all smiles and hugs turned into betrayals

I've been living a messy life

with a trigger over my head all the time



[CHORUS]

And I just wanna jump over that black hole

I want to make you miss me even hating me

It's so hard to look at me in the mirror

feeling like a cursed child



[VERSE 4]

My mom and dad don't look happy anymore

All romance and old music disappear

and this whole house looks deaf and sick

yeah oh



[VERSE 5]

Where are the people?

All the lovers, all the good persons,

all the conversations, all your hands and your smiles now

My mom and dad don't look happy anymore

All romance and old music disappear, yeah



[CHORUS 2]

And I just wanna jump over that black hole

I want to make you miss me even hating me

It's so hard to look at me in the mirror

feeling like a cursed child

I just wanna not think no one will care

Even though I sing this chorus alone

And it's so hard not to think I'm a cursed child

cursed child





Cursed child

Cursed child

Cursed child

Cursed child

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3. ghost

Duração: 3:52.

Gênero:  Alternativo, Grunge Pop.

Produzida por Reiko Ashikawa

Composta por Reiko Ashikawa


[verse1]
I've been sleeping all night and you were awake,

feeling welcomed until you disappear

I don't want to see photos of you anymore,

because when I see you my heart hurts even more



[verse2]
I just wanna hold you tight,

so that you no longer disappear from view

I just wanna see you smile again,

please just say you're fine

please just say you're fine



[chorus]
But now I'm crying for you to come back

I would climb mountains and clouds to bring you back

It's not fair and it's so bad what they did to you

so please tell me you won't go away

like a ghost



[verse4]
Smiles and pastel colors on your pink lips,

fake rainbows seen in your beautiful eyes

the pain and your breaking heart are your companions

and I just would like to hold you but I can't

now I'm crying for you trying to get over

now I'm crying for you trying to get over



[chorus]
But now I'm crying for you to come back

I would climb mountains and clouds to bring you back

It's not fair and it's so bad what they did to you

so please tell me you won't go away

like a ghost



like a ghost

like a ghost

Woo ~

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4. blind

Duração: 3:45

Gênero: Electro-Pop, Pop Sintético.

Composição: Reiko Ashikawa.

Produção: Reiko Ashikawa, Simon Scott.


[CHORUS]

I don't want to be so blind anymore

you're just a boy i love

and it hurts me so much,

and make my heart bleed



[POST CHORUS]

I don't wanna cry for you anymore

I don't want to beg for you anymore

your love is too fake

and I'm not what you want



[VERSE 5]

When we meet,

I felt incomplete

you were an athlete,

i was your heartbeat

you were my sweet,

but it was too bitter



[VERSE 6]

Boy are we as unstable as hurricanes

Our storms kill our feelings

our tears tsunamis destroy the city

and we have nothing more than our injuries to share



[VERSE 7]

Why do you look so far away?

because I feel that even though you are here

you don't seem to want to be here

Why don't you smile?

maybe you really don't love me



[CHORUS 2]

I don't want to be so blind anymore

you're just a boy i love

and it hurts me so much,

and make my heart bleed



[POST CHORUS]

I don't wanna cry for you anymore

I don't want to beg for you anymore

your love is too fake

and I'm not what you want



[BRIDGE]

I'm killing myself

I'm killing myself

I'm killing myself to forget you

I'm killing myself

I'm killing myself

I'm killing myself to forget you

These pillows just make me laugh

The drinks just make me fall

I'm killing myself

I'm killing myself

I'm killing myself to forget you



[FINAL CHORUS]

I don't want to be so blind anymore

you're just a boy i love

and it hurts me so much,

and make my heart bleed

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5. Scapegoat 
Duração: 3:17
Gênero: Alternativo. 
Composição: Reiko Ashikawa, Atorf Leirbag
.
Produção: Simon Scott, Ross Mirror, Liam Maine, Ishikawa Mishino, Reiko Ashikawa.


[Verse 1]

Don't be so boring, don't be so cold,

the gold cameras haven't reached you yet

you are an african at heart

but when the french come, you like to be a european



[Verse 2]

Perfect girl in the eyes of the god of society

You are different from them but as much as they are

Judging others as superior everytime

but the truth is that you are desperate for no one call you



[CHORUS]

By the way, weren't you by my side all the time?

because all you do is lie for your own benefit

Scapegoat, lie right if you want success

Look around, they are all better than you

Scapegoat, lie right if you want success

Look around, they are all better than you



[Verse 3]

Call me a failure, I don't care

You forgot about the U in Us

Call me a bitch, I know you love me

All your useless profanity won't bring your coffin mother



[CHORUS]

By the way, weren't you by my side all the time?

because all you do is lie for your own benefit

Scapegoat, lie right if you want success

Look around, they are all better than you

Scapegoat, lie right if you want success

Look around, they are all better than you



[BRIDGE]

I just want you to stop

You're not the only one among millions

I don't feel sorry for making you cry

And I hate myself for laughing at you

Sorry, sorry, sorry (bitch)



[CHORUS]

By the way, weren't you by my side all the time?

because all you do is lie for your own benefit

Scapegoat, lie right if you want success

Look around, they are all better than you

Scapegoat, lie right if you want success

Look around, they are all better than you

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6. bad fruit

Duração: 4:04

Gênero: Soft Rock, Alternative-Pop.

Composição: Reiko Ashikawa.

Produção: Reiko Ashikawa.


[VERSE 1]

Mom said I should forget

Dad advised me that I should move on

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

It's how I look at all this



[VERSE 2]

Loving you couldn't be more painful

I feel like Eve, so shameful

Ah ah ah ah ah ah-ah

It's how we are



[PRÉ-CHORUS]

And all these sins, this rebellion

that has consumed us all these years

it's falling for us now

And all the love and all the prices I had to have you

I'm paying everyone now



[CHORUS]

And when I close my eyes,

I remember when I bit that fruit

and all the pain I feel right now and all the regret I feel

can't undo everything I did

And when I cry for remembering you,

I remember when I bit that fruit

and all the anger I feel that you manipulated me into it

can't undo my love for you



[VERSE 3]

Mom says I'm a bastard now,

why should i go on living?

Dad can't look at me anymore,

he gets sick

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

This is my life



[CHORUS]

And there's no life or happiness in every color I see

I feel in a black and white life

And all the feeling and smile that I thought would be with me

disappeared when I met you



[CHORUS]

And when I close my eyes,

I remember when I bit that fruit

and all the pain I feel right now and all the regret I feel

can't undo everything I did

And when I cry for remembering you,

I remember when I bit that fruit

and all the anger I feel that you manipulated me into it

can't undo my love for you



[BRIDGE]

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh,

i just want to disappear today

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah,

I just wanna forget about you tonight

Oh Lord, forgive me, I have sinned

and there's nothing more I can do

say i'm forgiven

Oh lord, tell me:

can i be released? say i'm fine…



[CHORUS]

And when I close my eyes,

I remember when I bit that fruit

and all the pain I feel right now and all the regret I feel

can't undo everything I did

And when I cry for remembering you,

I remember when I bit that fruit

and all the anger I feel that you manipulated me into it

can't undo my love for you

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7. overdose

Duração: 5:00.

Gênero: Rock Sintético, Alternativo.

Composição: Reiko Ashikawa.

Produção: Reiko Ashikawa.



[Verse 1]

Take me to your hell

Taste me like a drug

You ask me why i'm sad

You tell me why you are sad

Why are we both sad?

Tell me something to ease this pain I feel

I say something to ease this pain you feel

As we travel about our family problems



[Chorus]

Go and light the lighter, little girl

inhale nicotine to erase your problems

We both need to forget all this

They will care if we die from an overdose?

You just wanna stop to cry and I understand

let the teenage spirit fall upon you

You are about to have a overdose and me too



[Verse 2]

Whisper in my ear my sins

And I will say yours in your ears

There is only me, you and our inner demons

make them become our best friends



[Verse 3]

You ask me why i'm sad

You tell me why you are sad

Why are we both sad?

Tell me something to ease this pain I feel

I say something to ease this pain you feel

As we travel about our family problems



[Chorus]

Go and light the lighter, little girl

inhale nicotine to erase your problems

We both need to forget all this

They will care if we die from an overdose?

You just wanna stop to cry and I understand

let the teenage spirit fall upon you

You are about to have a overdose and me too



[Bridge]

I just wanna get a little drugged



Take the smoke take all my suffering

Find some reason to live on these pilules

But I'm dying because of them

I'm getting out of control, I feel overdosed ~

(why I feel why I feel my body down on the floor)

(why I’m feeling disappear)



Go and light the lighter, little girl

Don’t worry, your parents will don’t know

Just let all the feelings go, let just go



[CHORUS]

Go and light the lighter, little girl

inhale nicotine to erase your problems

We both need to forget all this

They will care if we die from an overdose?

You just wanna stop to cry and I understand

let the teenage spirit fall upon you

You are about to have a overdose and me too



[CHORUS]

Go and light the lighter, little girl

inhale nicotine to erase your problems

We both need to forget all this

They will care if we die from an overdose?

You just wanna stop to cry and I understand

let the teenage spirit fall upon you

You are about to have a overdose and me too

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8. chaos theory

Duração: 3:41

Gênero: Pop Sintético, r&b.

Composição: Reiko Ashikawa.

Produção: Reiko Ashikawa.



para ver mais sobre o 1st single do álbum, veja o artigo principal.

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9. i follow rivers

Duração: 4:36.

Gênero: soft-rock, alternative-pop.

Composição: Reiko Ashikawa, Timotejj Zachrison.

Produção: Timotejj Zachrison, Li Layke, Reiko Ashikawa.


Oh, I beg you

Can I follow?

Oh, I ask you

Why not always?



Be the ocean where I unravel

Be my only, be the water

And I'm wading



You're my river running high

Run deep, run wild



I, I follow, I follow you

Deep sea, baby

I follow you

I, I follow, I follow you

Dark doom, honey

I follow you



He a message, I'm the runner

He's the rebel, I'm the daughter

Waiting for you



You're my river running high

Run deep, run wild



I, I follow, I follow you

Deep sea, baby

I follow you

I, I follow, I follow you

Dark doom, honey

I follow you



You're my river running high

Run deep, run wild



I, I follow, I follow you

Deep sea, baby

I follow you

I, I follow, I follow you

Dark doom, honey

I follow you



I, I follow, I follow you

Deep sea, baby

I follow you

I, I follow, I follow you

Dark doom, honey

I follow you



I, I follow, I follow you

Deep sea, baby

I follow you

I, I follow, I follow you

Dark doom, honey

I follow you



I, I follow, I follow you

Deep sea, baby

I follow you

I, I follow, I follow you

Dark doom, honey

I follow you

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10. sweet weather (ft. stefan lancaster)

Duração: 3:23

Gênero: Pop-Rock.

Composição: Reiko Ashikawa, Stefan Lancaster.

Produção: Reiko Ashikawa, Simon York, Jonathan Smith, Ryan McLove.

[VERSE 1]

Spinning and spinning like a globe

hot flushes, hot flushes in feelings

the wave and the wind that mix in my life

hold me in this storm



[Verse 2]

Lost, sad, fallen,

oh yes you saved me from an erupting volcano

Alone, untouchable,

I just wanna dance and drink all night baby



[CHORUS]

Sweet weather, honey.

I wanna be here all day baby

I wanna stay in your sweet weather baby

I wanna be here all night baby



[VERSION 3 - STEFAN]

Spinning and spinning while dancing

everything here is rainbow

I feel free, free and vivid again

I don't want to be forced into anything anymore

I just wanna dance



[VERSE 3 - STEFAN WITH REIKO]

Lost, sad, fallen,

oh yes you saved me from an erupting volcano

Alone, untouchable,

I just wanna dance and drink all night baby



[CHORUS STEFAN AND REIKO]

Sweet weather, honey.

I wanna be here all day baby

I wanna stay in your sweet weather baby

I wanna be here all night baby



[BRIDGE]

Full moon in a room

with your perfume, your eyes,

you, me and the Hawaiian spirit

we don't need anything else

just our love

Sweet weather, honey.

I wanna be here all day baby



[CHORUS STEFAN AND REIKO]

Sweet weather, honey.

I wanna be here all day baby

I wanna stay in your sweet weather baby

I wanna be here all night baby



I wanna be in your sweet weather, honey.

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11. playground

Duração: 3:40.

Gênero: Synth-pop.

Composição: Reiko Ashikawa, teddybear.

Produção: Reiko Ashikawa, teddybear.


[VERSE 1]

I remember you smoking outside

with your yellow friends with you

Are they always idiots like that?

even if you have so much money,

you still doing this shit



[VERSE 2]

And at night, you're giving television interviews

with your smile more fake than clowns and circuses

why don't you look the same?

what happened to me in your heart?



[VERSE 3]

I want to fucking hate you,

but i can’t kill my feelings

you keep telling that loves me

but when I need me, you are getting drunk with other girls



[CHORUS]

Fuck you with all your playground

I will burn all this fucking with you and my feelings

That playground is getting me crazy,

I ain’t more a children for your threat me like this

I will destroy your playground ah~ ah~



[VERSE 5]

I want to fucking hate you,

but i can’t kill my feelings

you keep telling that loves me

but when I need me, you are getting drunk with other girls



[CHORUS]

Fuck you with all your playground

I will burn all this fucking with you and my feelings

That playground is getting me crazy,

I ain’t more a children for your threat me like this

I will destroy your playground ah~ ah~



[BRIDGE]

Hey, nobody's watching right now

we are in the playground now

and I’m so fucking tired of cry

So just… (fuck you)



[CHORUS]

Fuck you with all your playground

I will burn all this fucking with you and my feelings

That playground is getting me crazy,

I ain’t more a children for your threat me like this

I will destroy your playground ah~ ah~



[CHORUS]

Fuck you with all your playground

I will burn all this fucking with you and my feelings

That playground is getting me crazy,

I ain’t more a children for your threat me like this

I will destroy your playground ah~ ah~

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12. rollercoaster

Duração: 2:59.

Gênero: Alternative-pop.

Composição: Reiko Ashikawa, teddybear.

Produção: Reiko Ashikawa, teddybear.


Mais sobre o single, veja na sua página principal.

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13. paint

Duração: 3:29

Gênero: Pop Sintético, Rock Sintético.

Composição: Reiko Ashikawa.

Produção: Reiko Ashikawa.




Oh, your look messed up my heart

like a pill never did

I should stop looking at you for a second

Now I see you everywhere I go

New York, Paris and Milan



I'm with another boy now, you know

but you don't care you wanna fuck my psychological

my mind says this is wrong

but I can't control what I do

Why do I feel different when you look at me?

this shit is as addictive as your rhymes



I want to be the brush that you paint

I want to be the color you like more

And I want you to paint me yah yah

And I want you to paint me yah yah

I want to be the brush that you paint



I used to say when I was a kid that I wouldn't need any man

but you’re here, making my heart beat and shooting like bang

and I admit it: I like it, your body, your domain *moans*

I I I hate you so much for not having you here

I feel so lonely when you're not here



I want to be the brush that you paint

I want to be the color you like more

And I want you to paint me yah yah

And I want you to paint me yah yah

I want to be the brush that you paint



I want to be the brush that you paint

I want to be the brush that you paint

I want to be the brush that you paint

I want to be the brush that you paint



You won't find a girl who loves you

as much as i love you

You won't find a girl who loves you.

as much as i love you



I want to be the brush that you paint

I want to be the color you like more

And I want you to paint me yah yah

And I want you to paint me yah yah

I want to be the brush that you paint



I want to be the brush that you paint

I want to be the color you like more

And I want you to paint me yah yah

And I want you to paint me yah yah

I want to be the brush that you paint